Thursday, September 3, 2009

late afternoon summer river

A phrase like "cat skinner" sends my mind for a run:  "There's more than one way to skin a cat," Mom used to say, encouraging me, I suppose, to try a different approach to solving a dilemma. Until this morning, I'd always thought of that "wise old saying" as being mean, cruel to cats.  And now, putting "cat skinner" in close proximity I see something different.  Yesterday I took a photo of the enormous Caterpillar sitting in a bucolic field.  My son in law commented on FB:  "Beautiful yellow iron when do I get to drive it and tear some things up.  Put some fire in front of it and we'll really have some fun."

Growing up in the backwoods of Humboldt County, quite a while before it was a dope capital, my uncles and neighbors all either were ranchers, or they "worked in the woods."  They were fallers, cat skinners, choker setters, log truck drivers and made Redwood shakes and posts on the side.  My involvement with them at work was bringing copious amounts of food to them with Aunts and Mom.  Of course we were never very close to the logging operation, as the country was incredibly rugged and dangerous.  The mere mention of "The Cat" brought shivers to one, as it was such a dangerous occupation.  Now and then the skinner would lose control of the yellow iron which always spelled disaster.

Wayne's dad, a timber faller, was killed in the woods two months before Wayne was born.  His mother, like the deforested land, was left to fend for herself and raise her family.  And that, is another story entirely.

Then there is this little river, The Russian River.  It slides, at this time of year, slowly toward the Pacific Ocean.  "Old Timers" around here always say that the river used to dry up, you know.  Every summer.   That was before human intervention, and the long and complicated practice of selling and stealing water.  Now, the Russian River shares a lake and a dam and tunnel with the Eel River.  Both rivers suffer.  Neither has salmon runs anymore.  The Eel River has no eels in it.  Strange varieties of "invasive" fish shadow the bottoms of swimming holes. Water is pumped from the Russian River, day and night, by big diesel engine powered pumps onto acres and acres and acres of vineyards.  Zinfandel.  Merlot.  Pinot.  Chardonnay.  Fume.  Viognier.  Syrah.  Wine country thirsty.

Oh, another thing "Old Timers" have told me:  the really old timers dry farmed the grapes.  And the Native Californians picked the wild grapes which grew up into the Cottonwood trees along the banks of the streams and creeks.  Quite a different picture than of modern living.

Well.  I love to go to the River, no matter how small.  The smells of Cottonwood, willow, mint, wild grasses, the rocks and the slow river always spark a riot of memories.  The colors and wildlife never fail to lift my spirits, to remind me that even at this brink-of-disaster time renewal is at hand.

Let's go swimming.

xoxoLC




Wednesday, September 2, 2009

random, new lens experiments and rambling

This is a drive-by photo, taken from the car.  This enormous Caterpillar sits in a field.   Its size defies logic.  And in its own way, it is beautiful.  I imagine I am about as tall as the scoop, or whatever that is called.  Blade.  I think it's called a blade.  I am impressed with how the lens & camera grabbed the image!  Maybe now I can go whale watching and have the whale show up larger than 1/2 inch.
Forever fascinated with insects and flowers:  Imagine gathering in such fantastical environments!
Eggs.  Yes, one of my favorite subjects.  Mmmmm.  And they are gorgeous.
This is the first photo with the new lens.  Will I ever, ever, ever? figure out "order" of MY choosing on this format????    I did love the beans in the foreground, and the giant "Mammoth" sunflower in the background.  Of course, deciding on which to focus is always a good thing.  Hahaha.

It is hot and muggy today.  My intention is to get lots of painting done this morning, well, afternoon, now.  I am having "buyers freak-out" over my new lens.  Apparently, I need to go on a longer rambling photo shoot to allow inspiration and excitement to completely take over the apprehension.  I am back to carrying the camera with me.

Wish I could zap myself back to Deception Pass so I could re-walk the path into the forest and take shots of the bridge and the tidal currents beneath, and the clouds above.

And I know that this path only goes forward, a step or a leap or two at a time.  This all feels a little out of sync.  Entering my world again with a different viewpoint...

xoxoLC  

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Back Home, Right Here and Now



After spending two days short of two weeks away from home, husband and dog, I find myself in a bit of a dither landing square into my former life.  The seasonal changes are obvious, I can see grand swatches of yellow in the Cottonwood tree, there is a cool breeze, and I do NOT hear the busy conversation of the Orioles.  I had a feeling that they would've headed south by the time I'd returned from Whidbey Island, and it appears that they have.  

After many adventures and a new book title, I was faced this morning with a disconcertingly white page.  Blank.  Blank like my mind.  

Imagine the airport authorities pulling a large (HUGE! was their description) butcher knife out of your good friend and traveling companion's computer bag.  Yes.  That really did happen, which makes it non-fiction.

Imagine discussing and grumbling over whether something is fictional or not.  Imagine listening to readings every night except for two, where we were so tired that we had to take long walks in the cool night air.  Imagine being filled up every single day with all-things literary!  Seriously, it was heaven!

Imagine having your beloved camera go bonkers.  Big bummer.  So Mt. Baker, and Mt. Rainier, and The Olympic Peninsula, the fog, and the deer, and the smooth white stones are all still back there, waiting to have their portraits taken by me. 

So.  I guess I am imagining that now I need (NEED) a new computer, a new camera, and a nice little cottage on an island in the Puget Sound.

Luna is keeping a close eye on me, even napping.  Mayhap we will be going swimming soon.

Good to be back, seriously.

xoxoxoLC

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

What Is The Root?

What 
Is the
Root of all these
words?
One thing: Love.
But a love so deep and sweet
It needed to express itself
With scents, sounds, colors
That never before
Existed.
***
Hafiz
***
One thing: Love.  At the root of every thing.  Perhaps, because we sometimes struggle with words, Love best describes that which moooooooooooves us; wakes us up in the morning, picks tomatoes, sweeps the floor, makes the coffee, writes the poem.
...a love so deep and sweet...it knows no other thing than to express itself.  So, the Eel River, no matter how shallow, how "managed," how empty of eels or salmon or... look closely!  You will see the Caddisfly larvae near the frog... the long tube-shaped thing (I see 3 of them in the photo).  Though the river looks like it is hurting, what is there is living!  This reassures me. The river flows, lives.
The tiny lizard is all the colors of the rock.  The rock is large and sun warmed.  A nice place to grow up, with bugs buzzing around for food, the river whispering, Grosbeaks singing fragrant songs.  I have always wondered where the parents go, leaving such itty-bitty lizards behind.

I am feeling sensitive.  Today I went to town to the courthouse to support a family who is so dear to ours.  Their lives are disrupted, they are sad, traumatized.  

The rest of my day has been restless.  I am remembering sweaty piles of boys, wrestling themselves senseless.  I am remembering feeding them, repeatedly.  I am remembering how the girls, a few years older, were tolerant and even not-so-secretly loved the swarmy, slimey boys. I am remembering how sweet it was to witness the deep and abiding love that tied these boys all together with their "chosen" friends.

Today at the courthouse the drama plays out in a weird reverse.  "It" all happened almost 2 years ago; now there is testimony, wringing the story out of notes, files, police reports and broken hearts, telling the story through leading questions.  There is alcohol, drugs, and choices gone horribly wrong.  There are parents and family and friends, hoping against all odds... for what?

For the opportunity to say, one more time, "I love you, David."  I love you, and now it is time for you to stand up in your life and love you.  

For a sign of hope.  
...a love so deep and sweet
It needed to express itself
With scents, sounds, colors
That never before
Existed.

Monday, August 3, 2009

The back of Lola's head, in that glorious late sunshine!THIS is putting the sun-spot to good use...



Skyler is a master-griller.  Seriously, it turned out deeeelicious.
Here is Mom/Nonnie's coleslaw.  In the late-afternoon-at-the-river sunspot.
Rebekah's new manicure, ready to get down and dirty with the BBQ chicken!

Pot Luck

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm, goooooood!


 
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