Friday, May 7, 2010

Flags & "Faithful Lover"

When all your desires are distilled
You will cast just two votes:
To love more,
And be happy.

Hafiz


This is the reason they are affectionately called "Flags."  They just unfurl, and wave, personify glory.


All of my guest Irises live at Pam and Steve's wild and gorgeous garden.  The sun slid behind the forested hill, creating the most impressive light.  The Iris charmed color to remain long past sunset.


I fully understand how a bee could remember its way back here.  


Faithful Lover
by Hafiz

The moon came to me last night
With a sweet question.

She said,

"The sun has been my faithful lover
for millions of years.

Whenever I offer my body to him
Brilliant light pours from his heart.

Thousands then notice my happiness
And delight in pointing
Toward my beauty.

Hafiz,
Is it true that our destiny
Is to turn into Light
Itself?"

And I replied,

Dear moon,
Now that your love is maturing,
We need to sit together
Close like this more often

So I might instruct you
How to become
Who you
Are!




Yes, I do
Love you.
xoxoLC

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

A Great Mystery


Earlier today I posted my blog, and it disappeared.  I searched high and low, even under the dog under the desk.

Well, I just found it:  for some unknown-to-me reason, the post went to my "other" blog, which I haven't done anything with, yet.  Ha ha.  It is done.

So, come over to   http://laurapainecarr.blogspot.com/     and read today's full post.

Thanks for your patience, since I have little!

Hugs.

xoxoLC

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Old Man Cat, Cookies, Chickens and L-O-V-E





Friday, they're coming over right after school.  This deems it necessary to bake cookies, and finish up the with mouse-excavation in the pantry.  I also notice that it is glaringly obvious that Friday is shopping-day, or at the very least, day-that-there-is-nothing-to-eat-around-here.  So I made "healthy!" cookies, organic everything except for those Ghirardelli chocolate chips.  Upon their arrival, I say, "would you like a cookie?  With milk for your snack?"  Thomas says, with deep thoughtfulness, "I would like a snack AND a cookie."  The contents of the 'fridge flash before my mind's eye: pickles, pickled crab apples, black intense olives, flour, rye flour, polenta (not cooked), kale, carrots, cabbage; oh, wait there are some crisp and yummy apples, and cheese.  Unfortunately, I didn't remember that in time.  So, we went straight to the cookies.


Really, it is so fun to have kid-lets in the chicken pen.  See Carmelita's eye?  She puts up with us, enjoyed all of the extra goodies, and let us hold her.  She even considered laying her egg for us, but held off and did it later, even though we checked and re-checked.


Annie never tires of hearing the story of how her Mommy found Toby on the way home from school.  She is intrigued with every little detail, and last week decided that she need need needed to come over to Nonnie's and check on him.  In her mind, the mouse in the pantry is a cat-eating rat (who knows, maybe it is), regardless of the "fact" that we caught the little thing in a nasty trap.  Toby, of course enjoys all the adoring company he gets.  He does NOT come when we call, we have to go next door, to Sandy's, where he naps on his favorite shed roof.  He then allows Sarah to carry him home, because, of course, she saved him with her chocolate cake and big heart from a life of fending for himself.


That mission was accomplished 17+ years ago!  You see, Love never goes away.  The girl just grows up, goes to New York and back, and works in a restaurant and meets her Love and makes her own home.  The Love just spreads out, includes more and more, and then, comes home for a snuggle.
Ell-oh-vee-eee, puuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


Pretty special, yeah.
Hugs.
xoxoLC

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Celebrating Poetry Today


No surprise here, my friend Hafiz just whispered in my ear, "Enjoy!"



Some Fill With Each Good Rain

There are different wells within your heart.
Some fill with each good rain,
Others are far too deep for that.

In one well
You have just a few precious cups of water,

That "love" is literally something of yourself,
It can grow as slow as a diamond
If it is lost.

Your love
Should never be offered to the mouth of a 
Stranger,

Only to someone
Who has the valor and daring
To cut pieces of their soul off with a knife

Then weave them into a blanket
To protect you.

There are different wells within us.
Some fill with each good rain,

Others are far, far too deep
For that.

Hafiz



I love you.
xoxoLC

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Another Beginning, thank goodness!


Here is a new little friend whom I found a couple of days ago, on a sunny afternoon, after an emotional melt-down.  She will bring beauty and fragrance to my summer.  This is what I call good planning, and health-care.

I wanted to show you my toddler tomatoes, but since the ever-fabulous blogger-business has decided to change how one downloads photos, and it took me a little brain-bending to figure it all out (somewhat), the Purple Cherokee seedlings are somewhere else (not here).



Look carefully, and you will see my clown, the male Oriole, way up there.  They have been working on a nest on the far side of this tree, which before the leaves emerged, looked like a wad of trash tied in the topmost branches.  I hope they line it with Labrador hair, as there is plenty of it around.



Yes.  Apple blossoms:  Make me smile, think pie.



I cannot help myself, I must photograph the eggs.  How perfect can something be?  Perfect examples of possibles, from cakes to chicks.


A few short days after this photo, the Wisteria is busy making leaves.  The rain has sent the petals into the puddles. On this day, last Sunday, it was warm and the bees were buried in the blossoms.  All was abuzz and fragrant.


And here is N2's #1 Grand Baby!  He had his introduction to the Northern, Out-of-the-City family and friends, and here he is having a moment in Grand Mother's arms.  Look at those paws!

I have not had an easy couple of weeks.  While the season has changed, shedding the leafless garb of winter for the flamboyant, colorful and beguiling wardrobe of wildflowers, leaves and Orioles, I have felt out-of-the-loop, sad, demolished.

Fortunately, a tiny pin-prick of wisdom has held forth "this is temporary."  I believe this.

xoxoLC

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

A spring day, unsettled somewhat

There's more to a cake than meets the eye.   LC


Outside the clouds pile up, the sun disappears, the wind goes blustery and occasionally there are outbursts of rain.  It is beautiful.  I am painting (as you can see), and while I am thinking about that painting, I made a cake from scratch.  It is my version of Bonnie Butter Cake (1974 Betty Crocker), with brandy (I have no vanilla) and walnuts.  The icing is (more)Butter Lemon.  The cake is too warm for the frosting, so it is piling up, somewhat, at the edges.  I may move it later, back to the middle.  For now, I confess, I ate the corner and I am so glad that that is done, and I can go back to the studio.  Next time I eat, I promise, it will be some healthy hot soup.

You know, there was a time, when Wayne was a tree trimmer, that I made some variation of this cake every day.  It came out of the oven just before the school bus stopped at the side of the house.  Right about then, Wayne and his brother, and now and then a worker, would coincidently arrive.  The kitchen filled up with swarming children(all girls!), backpacks, chatter, bickering and whining, laughter and a couple of kids from across the street.  The 'fridge door would be jerked open, out came the milk.  Plates clattered, and the silverware drawer would be crashed open, forks flew out on to the table.  Chairs scraped the floor.  Then the back door would open again, and in came the tree trimmers, with a waft of fir or oak or brush-pile smoke ahead of them.  Wayne's brother would have a beer in hand to wash his cake down, sometimes he brought me one.  Usually I had a fresh cup of coffee, so I'd put the beer into the 'fridge and he'd drink it the next day.

Inside of fifteen minutes an entire cake would be gone.

Oh how could I forget the baby boy?  When 'the sisters' arrived, for whom he had been waiting in great anticipation at the window with Punkin-the-long-haired-orange cat, he'd squeal with delight and drop to all fours and plow into the kitchen to meet head-on the incoming crowd.


This is my present-day Little Man.  Well.  Not so little, but the name fits him.  Emerson is dealing with this rainy day in typical Labbie fashion.  I know there is a glimmer of hope that some one (me) will take him to the Lake one of these days.  Little does he know how bone-tired I have been.  I am grateful for this day to catch up some on tiny bits of housework, to make a meal for tonight, to work in my studio.  I am most grateful that I feel so upright!  Alive!  Nothing hurts, and I am coughing very little.  Shhhhh (whispering here), I AM RETURNING TO THE LIVING!!!!!  I just don't want Emerson to know quite yet, understand?  Isn't he handsome and cute?


This is my elixir:  It is a fresh lemon, sliced, a couple of broad-leafed sage leaves, and fresh ginger, sliced.  After letting it steep, I pour a cup and add a generous teaspoon of honey.  I have been drinking this by the gallon, seriously.  Guess what else I discovered:  pour this(cooled) into about 1/2 bottle of Pellegrino and voila!  Limoncello!


And this is my present day Tree Trimmer.  Actually, he is a chiropractor, but he still loves that saw.  I scold him if I think that he is trimming too much (hahaha!), and he does it anyway.  He does not eat a cake a day, and besides, I don't really feel like baking one every single day anyways.  Not to mention that we would lose our fantastic figures.

Someday I may write about loving this man.  It hasn't all been peaches and roses, though that may have been an unrealistic expectation in the first place.  Even as I write this it occurs to me, what would he write about loving me?  Maybe we will write a piece together.  Maybe that is what we are doing.

Yes, now I go paint.  Wait, I'm hungry!  
xoxoLC

Saturday, April 17, 2010

TGIF; We're so glad you're home, and congratulations!

It Felt Love
by 
Hafiz

How 
Did the rose
Ever open its heart

And give to this world
All its
Beauty?

It felt the encouragement of light
Against its
Being,

Otherwise,
We all remain

Too

Frightened.



The kids are home from their trip to Italy, and we are in love with all things Italian, starting with delicious pizza and a million things to put upon it.  Decidedly delicious.


When Grandma Mary Helen wakes up in the morning, and comes out to her kitchen, this is what she sees.  Imagine this out your window every morning!  Through our evening together, the clouds settled on the peak, disappeared the whole mountain, and then let her go to settle into the dusk.



Nonnie's Papa (not Gram's Papa) is coming up the driveway.  Annie is dancing... notice the stillness around her.  This is my favorite skirt, I want one.



Thomas a little shy, but excited, here comes the Papa.  The evening colors so exquisite.  The temperature warm, with cool breezes.  A moment to breathe in, and hold on for a little extra.


This is a garden to savor:  The Peonies past their prime, yet still drenched in gorgeous (yeah, I like that!).


These two seem to be having a quiet conversation.  Maybe they await tonight's snail trails and tickles?


Made their own pizzas, and ate them all.  Yum.



From left:  Mama Margo, Bride-to-be Gina, Grandma Mary Helen, Sister Lia.  Beautiful women!



Groom-to-be!
Skyler
(my baby boy!)
(sorry, I can't help myself!)


Beautiful ring, for a beautiful young woman... all hopes and dreams and practicality and excitement and hard work and education and determination and tender and we love you, Gina.

It is official:  We are having a wedding in June, 2011.  And we do weddings!  This is going to be really really really fun.  And we are so excited for these two.  Most likely I will be writing more on this subject, for now, I am savoring this sweet moment, these two young adults, and the wide-open future.

Congratulations, Skyler and Gina.  I love you completely.

xoxoMom

 
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